November Delta IV

This ND-IV promotion is stressing me out.
In fact. It's pissing me off!
I have absolutely no desire to do it. And at the same time I'm knee deep in preparation, so I can't back out either.
There are only two ways this thing could pan out.
I'll either barely get by and be promoted, or crash & burn and be the dumbass of the group.
Either way I think I'll still be disappointed in my performance.
After all, I'm my biggest critic.